if you love someone, they could make you sad,
they could even make you feel lonely at times
but that someone could also make you happier than you’ll ever be…
(via autumnxillusions)
spring break is 10 days away and I can’t seem to count down the days fast enough. i’ve been considering packing my days chock full of riding, but i can’t justify neglecting all my final projects… boo. so it’s slow going from bed watching movies to pick out good clips on different leadership styles and doing an obscene amount of trend research. i’m also starting to look at grad schools and gre test prep books. of course i’m thinking about applying for sept 2013 so i have tons of time.
new york such a slow start on warm weather. spring is positively dreary here. snow in april makes me sad. i can’t wait to get out to texas, see my boyfriend, spend lazy summer mornings laying by the pool, coming in to bake and get a head start on dinner when it gets too hot out, balmy evenings together holding hands~ i want to have a bbq, go boat party out on a lake, and we’re going to go explore dallas! seriously spring break, hurry up.
if i had to choose between saving everyone or loving you and being happy, i choose you. i choose being happy with you. i’ll always choose you.house. (so cute)
arguing is inevitable, but at some point u realize that the argument, the issue, the frustration is not important enough to keep fighting.. you try your best to make it better, even if it is awkward for a few days. the relationship, the love, the person is more important.
Coz I’m leaving on a jetplane… Don’t know when I’ll be back again. Bye-bye Texas fields & mid70s weather. Time for snow in NY & then the Arizona desert.
hello 2011.
i will write a proper blog post today. winter break is almost over and, with it, my hellish winterim class that i took to try to graduate faster. first christmas with the bf and his family was amazing. i felt like i was really part of a happy family holiday for the first time in years. i was lucky to have spent the holidays with him and i appreciate it. every day seems so short. he came to visit last weekend and i felt like he was only here for one day. sigh. i can’t wait for that day that we can always be together. or well, as together as we can. his deployment is making me sad even though it’s far away and i just wish we had more time together before he leaves. stupid me being lazy about school for the past few years :T well, i have 3 semesters left. bring it, spring, summer, and fall 2011 - i’m gonna kick your butt! I have to keep reminding myself that i’m working towards being with him. But most of the time my brattiness has me saying “screw this then, i just want to go be with him now” haha
5 days until winterim semester is over
12 days before spring11 begins
25 days before i can visit bf in az for a week
58 days before he comes to ny to meet my dad
80 days until my spring break and our seattle trip
i guess i’ll stay super occupied with school and work (def thinking about quitting to concentrate on my classes and not be so stressed), spend time helping my bestie wedding plan, and wait for those moments in life where bf and i both have time to skype and talk on the phone <3 my favorite parts of the day!
i want the lv one, please! my friend posted this on my facebook saying “no more going to walmart for guns!” haha going shooting with the bf tomorrow. weeeee :D my winter break comes to an official end on sunday when i head back to new york. technically, i guess it’s already over since i started an online winterim class on this past monday. sigh. 2011 is going to be a year of a lot of hard work :T
Merry Christmas from Chicago!
Yay for my new iPhone :) I got a new number for a fresh start in 2011. Not giving it out unless asked. Haha.
(once upon a semi-organized existence in tribeca)
i travel every 2 to 3 weeks and every single time i dread when i have to pack and unpack. i still haven’t unpacked from texas because i took the same bag to dc and then i haven’t unpack from dc. poor wrinkled clothes. now i’m trying to pack for chicago and unpack from texas/dc at the same time.
i haven’t had the experience of a chicago winter and i don’t know what to pack so i don’t turn into an icicle! i mean, clothes aren’t that much of a concern for me.. it’s shoes! what i’ve realized THINKING about packing (i can’t manage to actually begin) is that i need to organize my shoes. i’ve discovered that i own at least 10-15 pairs of boots and i can’t choose what to take. solution: procrastinate and do some more shoe shopping until i can convince my boyfriend to video chat with me and torture him by showing him all my shoes. haha, poor baby. what i put him through >.< i think my life would be made much easier if my sister didn’t take my extra bag to hong kong and if i organized my shoes like this:
hopeless mess
a tiny portion of my epic shoe hoarding problem
new shoes i brought home today >.<
how will everything fit in that one bag? :(
Noun: Temporary rest from activity, excitement, or exertion, esp. sleep or the rest given by sleep.
I’m severely lacking sleep and a sense of calm. It seems, lately, that I can never get a good night’s sleep or even fall asleep unless i’m utterly exhausted. In 4 days, I will be cuddled up with boyfriend. I can’t wait. There’s something calming about our existence together. It’ll be so nice to see him again, take a deep breath, and just relax. I will finally find repose.
It’s slightly ridiculous I’m awake at this hour for no reason. rawr.
